These Past Few Years

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I can't fight the past
No matter how hard that I try
Digging deeper as I go
I'll find all these past skeletons left ignored
I can't keep burying it all in time
The clocks not my friend
But she's leaving me signs that my youth is tainted
And I finally see
Every step is six feet deep
And there's no god damn eulogy
But I feel my emotions getting the best of me again
Don't watch me sink

How'd I get this low this year?
I'm learning and falling in harmony
That's there no perfect path to life
Always take what you can get
Therapy in love and chaos in all the lust
I can't forgive everything
But watch me try to
I'll fade away

And I'll fantasize about stepping into traffic
To stop every critic and friend from laughing But I keep watching all these burnt down homes
I get this sick pleasure from the past
Can't get you out
There was no love left for you
And I can't cry at your funeral
I left you low and alone
These past few years that I've grown
And will learn from my mistakes
That this can't be how I work
Fight for myself and leave the rest behind Because I need to be selfish for the first time in my life
Drain my bank account to chase my dreams And everything in between
Because my hearts going to always be on my sleeve
You may never understand
But I'll keep trying until I'm dead
I'll keep trying until I'm dead
You won't know, when I'm gone!

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from Heathens, released April 29, 2017

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Baltic to Boardwalk Fargo, North Dakota

Started in late 2009. Baltic to Boardwalk is 5 dudes playing music they love. After extensive touring on their first two EPs, B2B's debut full length will be released April 29th, 2017.

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